I wonder what it will take for me to slow down. My schedule has lightened up recently, but it drives me crazy to watch other people who are busy, while I don't have work to keep me occupied. Am I insane? My body is telling me to slow down. There are obvious emotional and mental things I am going through that are also taking a toll. These are things that I don't know how to deal with and staying busy even when I don't have to is a great distraction.
It is obvious, I am not meant to live like this. I do have to face the pain. But I am not doing this alone. I have precious friends who are praying and have been amazing listeners, but I also have my God. He is the one constant. I don't know what to pray most of the time. My prayer is, "Jesus meet me here." He is faithful and good.
"My soul melts away for sorrow; strengthen me according to your word." Psalm 119:28
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