Teaching six hours a day takes more out of me than the days that I worked eight hours doing manual labor. To give that much to the kids takes so much from me.
And then there are all the ways that God is working on me through teaching and my experience here in Korea. Life is all about learning everyday. Dialogue with God about how teaching, the culture here, my own issues are all part of what He is doing.'
Some days, I want a mental health day. I don't want to think. I don't want to learn anything else. I don't want to let anything else go. I just want to be.
I'm grateful that God is faithful to keep taking me through it all. He doesn't stop just because I want to. He takes me further, when I'm dragging my feet and when I just can't make myself do it. Jesus turns me to the cross. To where, "It is finished." was uttered. I'm grateful, that I can trust God, His whole character, and His ongoing work of redemption in me.
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you, who by God’s power are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you rejoice, though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been grieved by various trials, so that the tested genuineness of your faith—more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire—may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ. Though you have not seen him, you love him. Though you do not now see him, you believe in him and rejoice with joy that is inexpressible and filled with glory, obtaining the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.
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ReplyDeleteamen He is faithful. and i hear you on how working with kiddos takes it out on you even if it is wonderful working with them.
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